
Ah, Only You
(My Muse, can create this) Frame of mind
A nine-line poem about waking before dawn with both hemispheres of the brain equally lit—the Muse having hijacked independent thought during sleep—leaving the speaker totally consumed and winding through the morning like a honey bee in search of nectar, unable to do anything but write.
The poem reads like a field note from the moment of waking—raw, pre-coffee, transcribed before the rational mind can edit what the dreaming mind produced. The opening is domestic reportage: “Went to bed early. Woke up very early.” Two sentences, no poetry, just the facts of a body’s schedule. But the third line reveals what happened between those two events: “Dreaming the path of a honey bee.” The speaker didn’t dream about a bee; he dreamed the path of one—he was the bee, tracing its winding, pollen-seeking trajectory through sleep, and he woke still buzzing.
“It’s the Core Buzz” is the poem’s central coinage and its most important contribution to the Honey Bee Bard mythology. The Core Buzz is not a surface hum or a passing inspiration—it is the foundational vibration, the frequency at which the poet operates when fully engaged. The word “Core” places it at the center of the self, beneath personality, beneath choice, beneath conscious control. The Buzz is not decoration; it is infrastructure.
The neurological explanation that follows is the poem’s most surprising formal move: “It’s what happens when the left brain and right brain are equally stimulated, involved, active, and intensely provoked.” The language shifts from poetic to almost clinical—stimulated, involved, active, provoked—as if the speaker is diagnosing his own creative state from the outside. The four adjectives escalate: stimulated (responsive), involved (engaged), active (working), provoked (pushed past comfort). The left-brain/right-brain framework, while neuroscientifically simplified, captures something real about the creative state the poem describes: logic and intuition firing simultaneously, analysis and imagination refusing to take turns, both hemispheres equally consumed.
“The muse takes over and doesn’t allow independent thought or control” is the poem’s most honest and most frightening confession. The Muse is not an inspiration here—she is an occupation. She doesn’t suggest; she takes over. She doesn’t guide; she doesn’t allow. Independent thought—the thing that defines a conscious human being—is suspended. The speaker is no longer a person choosing to write; he is a person being written through.
“It’s all or nothing. / Totally consumed. / In search of nectar.” closes the poem with three descending statements that compress the entire Honey Bee Bard identity into a final image. “All or nothing” is the creative temperament stated as binary code. “Totally consumed” echoes the fire poems (“Incendium,” “Your Gravity”) but replaces combustion with consumption—the speaker is not burning but being eaten, the Muse devouring his autonomy. “In search of nectar” completes the bee metaphor and lands on the word that names the website’s own feature page (Nectar Nuggets), the poet’s enterprise, and the substance a bee exists to find. The poem is a creation myth for the morning ritual: wake, buzz, search, write. No choice in the matter.
A poem that earns its place in the catalog less through formal achievement than through mythological contribution—”The Core Buzz” is a phrase the catalog has been circling without naming, and this poem pins it down. The concept gives the Honey Bee Bard identity its neurological and creative foundation: the buzz is not a mood or a whim but a bilateral brain state, a condition of total hemispheric engagement that the Muse triggers and the poet cannot override. The domestic opening (went to bed, woke up) grounds the mystical in the mundane—the Core Buzz doesn’t arrive through ritual or invocation but through ordinary sleep interrupted by extraordinary dreaming. The bee-path image connects to the site’s brand identity without feeling like marketing, because the connection is organic: a poet who calls himself the Honeybee Bard wakes up dreaming the path of a bee, and the circularity feels earned rather than constructed. The clinical language in the neurological passage (stimulated, involved, active, provoked) is a tonal risk that pays off—it prevents the poem from floating into vague mysticism and instead insists that the creative state has a mechanism, even if that mechanism is beyond the speaker’s control. The closing three-line descent (all or nothing / totally consumed / in search of nectar) is compressed and effective, each phrase shorter and more absolute than the last, the poem narrowing to a single purpose the way a bee’s flight narrows to a single flower. Where the poem stays in sketch territory rather than fully realized poem is in the middle section’s explanatory tone—the “It’s what happens when” construction reads as description rather than enactment, telling the reader about the Core Buzz rather than performing it. A stanza that put the reader inside the buzz—the winding, the disorientation, the loss of control rendered through syntax or imagery rather than stated as fact—might have given the concept a body as well as a name. But as a definition piece, a naming poem, a myth-of-origin for the morning creative ritual, it delivers exactly what it needs to: the word, the condition, and the honey at the end.
Went to bed early. Woke up very early
Dreaming the path of a honey bee.
Winding around.
It’s the Core Buzz
It’s what happens when the left brain and right brain are equally stimulated, involved, active,
and intensely provoked.
The muse takes over and doesn’t allow
independent thought or control.
It’s all or nothing.
Totally consumed.
In search of nectar.
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"Musings to a Muse"
This poem is part of a 28-page poetry collection by David Plahm, released in
December 2024. The "Musings to a Muse" collection is now available in hardcover and ebook.
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