
Ah, Only You
(My Muse, can create this) Frame of mind
A Sunday-morning manifesto in two movements—first a compressed eight-line creed about dying with accomplishment and living with a Muse at your side, then a comic pivot to a Sicilian woman who may or may not hold a grudge forever, who may or may not be just la diceria, and who is definitely the Muse the speaker has never found the word for.
The opening eight lines operate as a set of commandments delivered in couplets that reverse themselves: “Don’t live / For nothing / Don’t die / Useless / Die / With accomplishment / Live / With a Muse / At your side.” The structure is chiastic—don’t live emptily, don’t die uselessly, die accomplished, live accompanied—and the final instruction (live with a Muse) supersedes the others. Accomplishment matters, but accomplishment without a Muse is incomplete. The verbs “live” and “die” alternate like a pulse, and the poem insists that both require intention: passive living is as wasteful as passive dying.
The two questions that follow—”What is a Muse? / What is the essence of a Muse?”—shift from commandment to inquiry, the speaker stepping back from his own creed to examine its central term. The answer avoids the mythological (no Greek invocations, no mountain of inspiration) and stays experiential: “It is to explore your life and your thoughts and your emotions. / Stir your soul. / And live.” A Muse is not a person who inspires art but a force that stirs the soul into living. The definition is active, not passive—explore, stir, live. The Muse doesn’t give you something; she makes you do something. The three infinitives trace a progression from the intellectual (explore) through the spiritual (stir) to the existential (live), and the final “And live” standing as its own sentence gives the word the weight of a medical order: the Muse’s purpose is to keep you alive.
The Sicilian pivot is the poem’s comic and emotional second movement. “Does a Sicilian woman hold a grudge forever?” arrives as a non sequitur that is actually a confession—the Muse, it turns out, may be Sicilian, and the grudge she holds may be the reason the speaker has never spoken the word. “La diceria“—Italian for rumor, gossip, hearsay—introduces the possibility that everything the speaker believes about the Muse’s feelings (the grudge, the distance, the reticence) might be fabricated, a story told by others or told by the speaker to himself. “Or just, a Muse I know, and the word I have never …” reconnects to the catalog’s foundational thread (“The Word I Have Never…,” “I WANT,” “Five”), the unsaid word appearing once more as an ellipsis, the sentence trailing off at the exact point where the word should be.
“Who might not be … / Just a rumor” is the stanza’s most emotionally layered line. Read one way: the Muse might not be just a rumor (she’s real). Read another way: the grudge might not be just a rumor (it’s real too). The ambiguity is the point—the speaker cannot tell whether the Muse’s distance is cultural (Sicilian grudge), personal (genuine reticence), or imagined (la diceria), and the poem refuses to resolve the question because the speaker cannot resolve it in life.
The closing—”Your imagination, / And creativity, / And practicality, / I appreciate”—is the poem’s quietest and most generous gesture. After the commandments and the Sicilian comedy, the speaker simply thanks the Muse for three qualities: imagination (the dreaming), creativity (the making), and practicality (the grounding). The trio is carefully ordered—imagination is the most ethereal, practicality the most earthbound, and creativity the bridge between them. “I appreciate” is the catalog’s least dramatic declaration of feeling, and its understatement after hundreds of poems of fire and gravity and cosmic longing is itself a form of love: sometimes appreciation is the strongest word available to a man who has never said the other one.
A poem that packs two entirely different registers—philosophical manifesto and ethnic comedy—into a single Sunday-morning meditation and makes them feel like natural companions. The opening commandments are among the catalog’s most compressed wisdom: the live/die alternation creates a heartbeat rhythm, and the insistence that both living and dying require intentionality is a philosophical position stated with the economy of a tombstone inscription. The Muse definition—explore, stir, live—is the catalog’s cleanest and most useful articulation of what the Muse actually does, stripped of the fire metaphors and gravitational physics that usually accompany the concept. Here the Muse is simply a force that keeps you exploring, stirring, and alive, which is both more modest and more accurate than the cosmic descriptions elsewhere in the catalog.
The Sicilian pivot is a tonal gamble that pays off because it introduces specificity the catalog rarely allows: the Muse may be Sicilian, she may hold grudges, and the speaker’s inability to read her feelings may have a cultural as well as personal dimension. “La diceria” is the poem’s most interesting word—rumor, gossip—and its introduction raises the possibility that the entire Muse narrative is partly constructed from hearsay, from the speaker’s interpretation of signals that may not exist. The closing appreciation (imagination, creativity, practicality) is the poem’s most emotionally mature passage: after the commandments and the comedy, the speaker simply names three qualities he values and says thank you. The three qualities are well-chosen—imagination and creativity are expected in a Muse poem, but practicality is the surprise, the grounding third leg that prevents the tripod from tipping into pure fantasy. The poem argues that the best Muse is not just inspiring but practical, not just creative but functional, not just dreamed but real.
Where the poem’s two registers don’t fully integrate is in the transition from the Muse definition to the Sicilian question—the shift is abrupt enough to feel like a new poem starting rather than the same poem pivoting. But the abruptness may be the Sunday-morning method: thoughts arrive without transitions when you’re sitting with coffee, and the poem replicates that unfiltered flow. A poem that proves the best Sunday sermon is the one that makes you laugh before it makes you think.
Don’t live
For nothing
Don’t die
Useless
Die
With accomplishment
Live
With a Muse
At your side.
What is a Muse?
What is the essence of a Muse?
It is to explore your life and your thoughts and your emotions.
Stir your soul.
And live.
Hahaa,
Does a Sicilian woman hold a grudge forever?
Or is that just la diceria?
Or just, a Muse I know, and the word I have never …
Who might not be …
Just a rumor.
Your imagination,
And creativity,
And practicality,
I appreciate.








The personal version: one of individual love. Lyric


CooooooooBaaaaaaaaa! Logically, Geographically, Culturally, Linguistically, Legally, Economically, Strategically,



Santa readies his sleigh, laden with gifts— and



You’re a good-looking woman. Terribly full of logic.




Barefoot at winter’s fading light, I dance—unrobed, unafraid.





Time The first fire. Is my friend And


Launched at 120425;3:26AM. I fell asleep dreaming peacefully



















Death—Rebirth Requiem—Resurrection Life—Forever The veil of life, lifted-








The Solitaire RazzleDazzleBerry on a Plate. A picture











Drunk— in misery and eternal sadness my life







After an excellent workout, the creative side overwhelms—






My Lovely Lady In your lovely ways, you










A deliciously delightful distraction of conversation for a



Note: this started with a conversation with my

What’s more exacting? The physical act of painting?














Burning Man The festival that embodies temporary community,



A Spiritual Tome following the Dance of the



















(Self-Portrait–A Veritable Fable) The HoneyBeeBard Always in search























A life-changing trip … A fifteen-minute read. From


A life-changing trip … A fifteen-minute read. From










My Personal Greek Tragedy Diamonds of Reflection (Prologue:
















Poetry Inspiration flows from every direction – sometimes





Dave’s Acronyms Akronyms. Akronomeous. Akrogreek, Akroignoramuse. Meaningless words,




Waiting to be explored That amazing sense of






Howdy! What’s on your mind? I had this


Very little food for two days Scared to

































A view of you Pleasing, pleasing, very pleasing
























