
Ah, Only You
(My Muse, can create this) Frame of mind
A rambling, self-aware meditation on doors—literal and metaphorical—that catalogs every possible version (comfort pillow, raptor teeth, nailed shut, brain door, body door) before revealing that the only door that mattered was the one the speaker spent a lifetime learning to open gently: the door to the Muse's heart, unlocked by something called the Treasure Chest.
This is Plahm in stream-of-consciousness mode—a poem that thinks its way through its own subject, trying doors as it goes, banging its head on some, recoiling from others, and arriving at the right one only at the very end. The method is the message: finding the right door requires trying many wrong ones first.
The opening is a catalog of everything a door can be: “An opening. / An opportunity. / Or a way to close it. / Just shut it down.” Four lines, four functions—entry, possibility, barrier, termination. The door is the most democratic symbol in the language: everyone has one, everyone uses them, and the choice between opening and closing is the most fundamental decision a person faces daily. The confession that follows—”In my case the door is literally something I keep / banging my head on, time and again”—is the poem’s most autobiographically blunt moment: the speaker isn’t choosing whether to open or close; he’s colliding with the door repeatedly, unable to get through or walk away.
The comic interlude—a door with a pillow (“Ahhhh…”) versus a door with raptor teeth (“Errrrr! Yikes!!!”)—is Plahm’s characteristic tonal oscillation between comfort and danger. The sound effects written into the poem (Ahhhh, Errrrr, Yikes) are the body’s responses to the two kinds of door, involuntary exclamations that bypass language and go straight to the gut.
The left-hand/right-hand distinction—”The left hand (door) is for the brain / The right hand (door) is for the body”—introduces a duality the poem doesn’t fully resolve but doesn’t need to: the brain and body need different doors, different entries, different kinds of permission. The real question, the poem insists, is not whether to open or close but “how? / To open the door when it’s nailed shut.” The nailed-shut door is the poem’s most powerful image—a door that has been deliberately sealed, not just locked but fastened with nails, requiring disassembly rather than a key.
The method of opening is patience expressed as repetition: “Piece by piece, / Part by part, / Moment by moment, / Cube by cube, / Paper by paper.” Each “by” is a unit of effort, and the catalog moves from physical (pieces, parts) through temporal (moments) to conceptual (cubes, papers)—the entire range of human endeavor applied to a single stuck door. The slide-each-sentence game—left for response, right for disregard—is a portrait of the writer’s life: every piece of writing is a coin flip between being heard and being ignored, and “That ratio of whatever’s good / To whom cares, / Took a lifetime to change.”
The Treasure Chest reference—unnamed, unexplained, capitalized—is the poem’s mystery and its pivot. Whatever the Treasure Chest was (a gift? a letter? a project? the poetry itself?), it was “a serious endeavor / To gently open the door / To your heart.” The word “gently” is the closing’s most important word: after all the head-banging, the raptor teeth, the nailed-shut desperation, the speaker learned that the door to the Muse’s heart opens not with force but with gentleness. The final sentence—”Now that is a gentle and elegant Door worth opening”—capitalizes “Door” for the first and only time, elevating it from metaphor to proper noun, from any door to the Door, the one that justified all the others.
A poem that succeeds through the honesty of its process rather than the polish of its execution. The stream-of-consciousness method—trying doors, banging heads, cataloging possibilities, sliding sentences left and right—mirrors the actual experience of attempting to reach someone who is closed off, and the lack of formal control is itself the poem’s argument: opening a nailed-shut door is messy, repetitive, and requires more patience than skill. The raptor-teeth versus pillow-door interlude is the poem’s most entertaining passage, and the sound effects (Ahhhh, Errrrr, Yikes) give the poem a comic physicality that prevents the door metaphor from becoming abstract. The nailed-shut image is the poem’s strongest: it converts the closed door from a passive barrier (just locked) to an active defense (deliberately sealed), which raises the stakes of the opening effort from inconvenience to intervention. The “piece by piece” repetition effectively enacts the patience it describes—the reader feels the slow, incremental work of disassembly. The Treasure Chest pivot, while emotionally effective as the poem’s turning point, arrives without context—readers unfamiliar with whatever real-life event it references may feel the poem shift beneath them without understanding why. The closing capitalization of “Door” is a smart formal gesture that elevates the word at the moment it earns elevation. Where the poem is less controlled is in its middle section, which accumulates possibilities (pleasure or business, toe to top of head, impression by impression) without always advancing the argument—some passages feel like thinking-in-progress rather than thinking-completed. The left/right sentence game is an interesting meta-commentary on the writing life but could have been developed into a more specific scene. But the poem’s final three lines are its justification: “a serious endeavor / To gently open the door / To your heart” converts the entire preceding chaos into courtship, and the word “gently” redeems every head-bang that preceded it. A poem that proves the best doors open slowly.
Everyone has a door.
An opening.
An opportunity.
Or a way to close it.
Just shut it down.
So where does the door lead?
What future does it open to?
Or what past does it close and leave behind?
In my case the door is literally something I keep
banging my head on, time and again.
Maybe, though, it’s something gentler.
Is it a comfort?
A door with a pillow? Ahhhh…
Or an object of terror?
A door with a voracious mouth full of raptor teeth?
Errrrr! Yikes!!!
The left hand (door) is for the brain
The right hand (door) is for the body
This is not about closing the door
Not about opening the door
But how?
To open the door when it’s nailed shut
Piece by piece,
Part by part,
Moment by moment,
Cube by cube,
Paper by paper.
Pleasure or business?
Business or pleasure?
Toe to top of head,
A smile,
A Beautiful, honest smile,
Deservedly, especially.
Impression by impression
And effort by effort upon effort.
I could write a page,
Or two or three,
Of anything on any topic,
Silly as it may have been.
Then slide each sentence,
Left or right.
One side being,
I’ll get a response.
The other side,
Total disregard.
That ratio of whatever’s good
To whom cares,
Took a lifetime to change.
Seemed like it.
I think what started
That transition was
the Treasure Chest.
It was a serious endeavor
To gently open the door
To your heart.
Now that is a gentle and elegant Door worth opening.
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"Musings to a Muse"
This poem is part of a 28-page poetry collection by David Plahm, released in
December 2024. The "Musings to a Muse" collection is now available in hardcover and ebook.
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