
Ah, Only You
(My Muse, can create this) Frame of mind
A gentle, meditative poem about the luxury of falling down the rabbit hole of one's own thoughts—losing yourself in everything that makes you smile, feel useful, and think of the beloved—then falling asleep and continuing that journey in peaceful dreams, arriving at the realization that a life without strife, spent chasing dreams, is an amazing luxury the speaker has only now learned to name.
This is Plahm at his quietest and most grateful—a poem that doesn’t reach for fire, gravity, synesthesia, or cosmic scale but instead sits still inside a single experience: the pleasure of thinking. The opening—”Sometimes, / I fall down the rabbit hole”—invokes Alice in Wonderland but strips the allusion of its disorientation. Plahm’s rabbit hole is not a chaotic underworld but a warm interior space where the mind goes when it is free to wander without purpose or deadline. The verb “fall” is important: the descent is involuntary, gravity-driven, which means the happiness isn’t manufactured but discovered—the speaker falls into it the way Alice fell into Wonderland, without deciding to.
The anaphoric “That makes me” sequence is the poem’s structural device: “That makes me smile. / That makes me happy. / That makes me feel good. / That makes me feel useful.” The progression from smile (facial, reflexive) through happy (emotional, general) and feel good (bodily, sensory) to feel useful (purposeful, contributory) traces a hierarchy of satisfactions that culminates not in pleasure but in purpose. The highest form of happiness, the poem argues, is feeling useful—not entertained, not ecstatic, but of use. This is a quietly radical claim in a catalog that has spent many poems celebrating transcendence, fire, and cosmic experience: the rabbit hole leads not to the extraordinary but to the ordinary sensation of mattering.
“And to think of you. / And the beauty you bring. / To a simple life.” is the Muse’s entrance, and it arrives without fanfare—she is not the fire or the gravity or the Ice Queen but simply the person who brings beauty to a simple life. The modifier “simple” is the stanza’s most important word: the life doesn’t need to be complicated for beauty to find it; the Muse doesn’t need to be extraordinary for her presence to matter.
The sleep transition—”And, fall asleep and continue / That journey / In my peaceful dreams”—is the poem’s most structurally elegant moment: the fall that opened the poem (falling down the rabbit hole) continues into a second fall (falling asleep), and the two falls are continuous rather than sequential. The waking rabbit hole and the sleeping dream are the same tunnel, and the speaker passes from one to the other without interruption.
The closing exclamation—”What an amazing luxury! / To live a life without strife”—is the poem’s most emotionally revealing line. The word “luxury” acknowledges that the peace the poem describes is not universal, not guaranteed, and not permanent. The speaker knows that a life spent falling happily into thought is a privilege, and the knowledge makes the gratitude sharper rather than shallower. “I think, by now, / I know what a rabbit hole is” closes the poem with a gentle self-correction: the rabbit hole that seemed like confusion (Alice’s Wonderland, falling without knowing where) has been revealed as the opposite—a place of clarity, peace, and purpose. The speaker has fallen enough times to recognize the territory. The rabbit hole is home.
A poem that earns its gentleness by meaning every word of it. In a catalog that frequently operates at high emotional voltage—fire, lightning, synesthesia, cosmic expansion—”Dreams” is the quiet room at the end of the hall, and its simplicity is not a limitation but a choice. The anaphoric “That makes me” sequence is structurally effective, building from reflex (smile) through feeling (happy, good) to purpose (useful) in a progression that reveals the speaker’s value hierarchy without stating it explicitly. The observation that “useful” is the culmination—not “ecstatic” or “transcendent”—is the poem’s most interesting philosophical contribution, connecting to the Epicurean thread of “In Silver Sheets” (happiness through simple, refined pleasure rather than excess). The sleep-as-continuation device is elegantly handled: the two falls (into thought, into sleep) merge into a single unbroken descent, and the word “peaceful” earns its placement through the calm the preceding lines have established. The closing self-knowledge—”I know what a rabbit hole is”—is a satisfying structural resolution, converting the opening’s involuntary fall into the closing’s recognized territory. Where the poem stays in comfortable territory is in its imagery: the rabbit hole is invoked but not developed beyond the allusion, and the Muse’s beauty is described in general rather than specific terms (“the beauty you bring / To a simple life” could apply to anyone). The poem lacks the imagistic surprise—the kicked pebble, the broken coffee cup, the cracking porcelain knee—that gives Plahm’s stronger short pieces their memorability. But the poem’s purpose is not to surprise; it’s to rest, to appreciate, to acknowledge luxury. Not every poem needs to be a crocus pushing through ice. Sometimes the poem’s job is to lie in the warm grass and name what it feels. This one does that with genuine warmth and unforced gratitude.
Sometimes,
I fall down the rabbit hole.
Get lost in my thoughts.
Lose myself in all …
That makes me smile.
That makes me happy.
That makes me feel good.
That makes me feel useful.
And to think of you.
And the beauty you bring.
To a simple life.
To just explore.
And be able to share that.
Experience.
To follow what comes to mind.
And, fall asleep and continue
That journey
In my peaceful dreams.
What an amazing luxury!
To live a life without strife.
To love and chase dreams.
I think, by now,
I know what a rabbit hole is.
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"Musings to a Muse"
This poem is part of a 28-page poetry collection by David Plahm, released in
December 2024. The "Musings to a Muse" collection is now available in hardcover and ebook.
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