
Ah, Only You
(My Muse, can create this) Frame of mind
A five-sentence meditation that maps the creative process onto the Muse relationship—design begins as inspirational enlightenment, becomes iterative process, becomes dream, and through this progression the speaker realizes that a Muse follows the same arc across a lifetime: from flash of inspiration to sustained presence to soul of influence.
The poem reads like a page from a designer’s notebook—which, given Plahm’s professional background (“I’m a designer, / form follows function” from “Truth”), it may literally be. The opening declaration—”Design / Can be an inspirational enlightenment”—identifies the first mode of creative work: the bolt, the vision, the moment when the solution appears whole and unbidden. Enlightenment is not effort; it is arrival. Design at this stage is reception, not construction.
“It can also be an iterative process” introduces the second mode: the opposite of enlightenment. Iteration is repetition with variation—draft after draft, prototype after prototype, each version closer to the goal but none of them final. Where enlightenment is instantaneous, iteration is durational. Where enlightenment requires no work, iteration is nothing but work. The word “also” is the sentence’s quiet hinge: design is not one or the other but both, depending on the day, the project, the problem.
“It can be a dream” adds the third mode—neither bolt nor labor but something in between: the subconscious contribution, the solution that arrives during sleep, the idea that forms in the mind’s background while the foreground is occupied with something else. The dream connects to the catalog’s dream thread (“Transcendence,” “Metaphors for Dreaming,” “Good Morning”) as the creative state where the conscious and unconscious collaborate without the designer’s permission.
The pivot sentence is the poem’s center of gravity: “I can only laugh and realize how through history a muse can be that inspiration.” The laugh is the sound of recognition—the designer suddenly seeing that the creative process he has been describing is also the story of his relationship with the Muse. Inspiration (the first meeting, the double tap, the instant falling), iteration (the 150+ poems, the daily practice, the returning again and again to the same subject), and dream (the 3 AM compositions, the paper rockets, the good-morning buzzes)—the Muse has been all three modes of design across the catalog’s history.
The closing sentence completes the mapping: “And that muse can also over a lifetime become an iterative process. A presence. A soul of influence.” The three fragments descend in abstraction and ascend in permanence: iterative process (a method, repeated, conscious), presence (a state, continuous, felt), soul of influence (a force, permanent, internalized). The Muse has evolved from something the speaker encounters (enlightenment) through something the speaker practices (iteration) into something the speaker has absorbed (influence). She is no longer outside him, inspiring; she is inside him, influencing. The distinction between inspiration and influence is the poem’s most important philosophical contribution: inspiration comes and goes; influence stays and shapes everything that follows, whether the source is present or not.
The poem also functions as an ars poetica for the entire Honey Bee Bard project—the catalog began as enlightenment (the double tap, the first poems), became iterative process (poem after poem, session after session, the daily practice of writing to and about the Muse), and has matured into something the speaker can only call a soul of influence: a permanent alteration of the way he sees, thinks, and creates.
A poem that operates more as philosophical notation than lyric—five sentences from a designer’s journal that, upon rereading, reveal themselves as a compressed theory of creative relationships. The mapping of design’s three modes (enlightenment, iteration, dream) onto the Muse relationship’s three phases (encounter, practice, internalization) is the poem’s intellectual achievement, and the mapping is precise rather than decorative: each design mode corresponds to a genuine phase of the Muse dynamic that the catalog has documented across dozens of poems. The laugh in the pivot sentence is the poem’s most human moment—the sound of a man catching himself in the act of understanding, amused by the recognition that his professional vocabulary has been describing his emotional life all along. “A soul of influence” is the poem’s strongest phrase and its most permanent contribution to the catalog’s Muse vocabulary: influence is deeper than inspiration (it doesn’t require the source to be present), more lasting than iteration (it doesn’t require active practice), and more internalized than presence (it has become part of the self rather than something external). The three-fragment closing (iterative process → presence → soul of influence) is formally elegant, each fragment shorter and more abstract than the last, narrowing from method to state to essence. Where the poem stays in notebook territory rather than fully realized poem is in its prose-essay format—the sentences are clear and thoughtful but don’t take formal risks with line, image, or sound. A metaphor that made the design-to-Muse connection sensory rather than conceptual—a blueprint that becomes a face, a prototype that becomes a body, a sketch that starts breathing—might have given the philosophical insight a physical life. But the poem knows what it is: a designer’s realization, recorded at the moment of recognition, before the polish arrives. The rawness is its authenticity. A poem that designs its own definition.
Can be an inspirational enlightenment.
It can also be an iterative process.
It can be a dream. I can only laugh and realize
how through history a muse can be that inspiration.
And that muse can also over a lifetime become an iterative process. A presence. A soul of influence.
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"Musings to a Muse"
This poem is part of a 28-page poetry collection by David Plahm, released in
December 2024. The "Musings to a Muse" collection is now available in hardcover and ebook.
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